Monday, April 30, 2007

"Que Sera Sera (Whatever Will Be, Will Be)"

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl

I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Note:
"Que Sera Sera (Whatever Will Be, Will Be)" is a popular song written by the Jay Livingston (music) and Ray Evans (lyrics) songwriting team.
Published in 1956, it was featured in Alfred Hitchcock's 1956 remake of The Man Who Knew Too Much (which Hitchcock had previously made in 1934) with Doris Day and James Stewart in the lead roles. Day's recording of the song for Columbia Records with catalog number 40704 was a hit in both the United States and the United Kingdom and, from 1968 to 1973, the theme song for the sitcom The Doris Day Show.
The song reached the Billboard magazine charts in July, 1956. Listed with the alternate title, "Whatever Will Be, Will Be (Que Sera, Sera)," it received the 1956 Academy Award for Best Original Song. It was the third Oscar in this category for Livingston and Evans, who previously won in 1948 and 1950.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

This is an open book; please post your comments...

Dear Friends,
I am happy know that many of you are going through my blogpage. There is no secrecy in the contents of my page. Feel free to comment on the topics I am posting. Still if you feel shy to express your views about my vague ideas.... please post your comments without your name. "Hope you will take this as my humble request. Becouse your feedbacks, suggestions, views and ideas can influence me a lot"

Thank you all....

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Ms.Maria Joyce - Our little friend







Ms.Maria Joyce - our little friend lives in Childerns Village, at Alwaye. She had been looked after by Mother Elsamma Paul Alappatt.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Moozhikulam Naturecure Ashram



I am planning for 3 weeks in this ashram by next month. Also my homeo doctor in Alleppy adviced me to take rest for a months so that the medicines will give full result to the body and also the wound will be healed by taking some kind of rest only.

I have decided to stay at Moozhikulam Naturopathy Ashram for a month and find out the result. I hope this will help also in take away my problems in acidity, sinusitis, migrane etc...

Visit ashram at www.naturecurecochin.org

What is pilonidal sinus? What are its symptoms and its complications? Is surgery is the only treatment?


A pilonidal sinus is a narrow depression in the skin within which loose bodily hair gets trapped along with skin debris. It is usually found in the back at the tail end of the spine. It is also known to rarely occur elsewhere. Infection sets in often in pilonidal sinuses and this may become a recurrent feature. In some individuals it may lead to abscess or in others the infection may track into the surrounding area. Surgery is the only definitive treatment for this problem and is best undertaken early when the lesion is small.
I am suffering from this problem and I have tried Allopathy (Surgery),Ayurveda (Ksharasuthra), Homeopathy and now I am planning for Naturopathy.

I have resigned from Connect+

Yes, after long time dilema, the time has arrived to put my paper. Eventhough it's due to health reasons, I am happy to come out of CP. I am not really happy with the present conditions and attitude of our mamagement, which is the most relavent reason for this dicision. Past 3 years I am with CP and I have seen many faces coming and going. Including my nearest friend Kavi joined, resigned, rejoined and finally went out of CP last month. Suddenly she took 3 days leave under medical grounds and put the paper on 4'th day even without coming to office. People should think why employees are running away. Samething happened in the case of Shemeem also. Why people runaway one fine morning. It indicates the relationship. We can easiliy blame the employees, that they are not matured and loyal. But what is the reason? what makes them to quite one job with out any guilt? Recruitment is crucial now a days, same like Retaining. I personally beleive 'Retaining' is more important now a days. The management cannot think like Kangaroos. Blindly believing that all employees are happy and they will never find other job and they will remain for ever and ever with us, as they won't get any other opportunity!!!
Anyhow my case is different. I have decided to take 2 months rest inorder to regain my health. This was a difficult decision after long months thinking, discusions with my wife and parents, consulting with my best friend Mr.KK and I cannot procrastinate this for anymore long. Still my company is opting for long term leave for 2-3 months and coming back to CP. To be frankly and precisely I am not intersted in working with CP anymore!! Let's see .............

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Will I die this year ???

Year 2007 is very very important for me, becouse I am turning 33 this year. Jesus Christ, Lord Budha, Krishna Bhagvan died at the age of 33. I think Prophet Mohammed also died at the same age. So it's the perfect age for death to come. But fortunately death is not in our controll, and I am very much afraid of suicide. To be frankly to say I don't have the courage to call my own death.
But somehow I got the feeling that I will die in this year. May be of an accident, major disease or muder ??? I doubt muder will catch me, unless and otherwise by mistake. Anyhow I don't have the guttzz to commit suicide. I even fear to watch my mom killing a chicken for our dinner. I don't have the guttzz ....
Sometimes I used to feel myself like, a man who died and risen. If we die how we will come to know about?? Whether this world will continue to be same in our 'eyes' or 'memories' or 'experiance' ??!! If then how will we come to know that we are dead?? This question is hounting me for many years. Being dead and living like a live man. It too difficult for me to imagine.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

We went to Mumbai last year 2006 [Flash Back]


St.Antony's poor home at Bandra -with Sr.Lilly Ann [Flash Back]


Thursday, April 05, 2007

Did Jesus Christ lived in India ???


The famous book "Jesus Lived in India: His unkown life before and afterthe crucifixion" by Mr Holger Kersten, which also provides a detailed andgreatly fasciniting account of the life of Jesus; especially the 12 unaccounted years of his life, and the remainder of his life after crucifixion. The authorclaims that Jesus had not died on the cross, and was brought back to India by his disciples. In India Jesus spent rest of his life (about 30 years) mostly inKashmir, and died there. There is still a tomb/samadhi dedicated to Jesus. Evenprior to this, when Jesus was 12 years old he came to India and got initiatedunder a Buddhist Monk in Ladakh and himslef became a Buddhist monk. On his wayback to Israel, he preached Buddhism and established Buddhist monstaries allover the middle east. According to the author, several middle eastern countriesaccepted Buddhism as the state religion and continued to practice Buddhism until they fell to Islamic onslaught in 6-7th century AD. The book even citesnumerous archaeological, biblical, historical facts, and the contemporary Hindu scriptures in support of his findings. He quotes Puranas where there is clearmention of the Jesus's sojourn to India. The author also made trips to Kashmir,Ladakh and other parts of India in 1970's to verify some of the legends andrumours first hand. And it seems he achieved remarkable success insubstantiating most of the claims made by Nicolai Notovitch. It is a fascinitingbook and sheds new light on the Jesus, bible, and influence of Hindu/Buddhistphilosophy on the social and religious events of that period in middle east.Mr Kersten even makes an attempt to trace the ancestry of Moses to Indiaby quoting Jewish and Hindu scriptures, and shows remarkable similarity betweenold jewish traditions and Vedic rituals. The book is must for those who havean inquisitive mind to visualize a unity among all the religions or looking fora common source for all ancient religions.

Jesus accepted defeat ................Could we ??




Accepting defeat, humiliation & death is divine.


"Please give me the courage to accept failures in my life, oh Lord Jesus"


Good Friday - God's Friday

Jesus died in the cross. He was a revolutionary leader. He was a poet as well as prophet. He could have escaped from the crusifixation, as he got a large number of followers. But he dropped himself to a little ordinary human being. He shown us how to accept the cross, how to plunge oneself to zero. It's very very difficult to accept failure, defeat, and finally death. We are all working for and living for victory. With out which we cannnot imagine a life. We choose suicide rather than defeat. But he crushed himself to 'Calvury' the mount of nothingness.
I am really doubtful about the easter stories. For me whether he risen up or not is a question. But he died (for our sins) to teach us what is love. Love means zero. When Lord Jesus dropped himself to the hands of Rulers of the nation, he was sacrifising his life. Whether we are ready to sacrifise in life? We are 'celeberating' the holy week with out knowing the meaning of crusifixation. We are living in laxuries, we are not ready to loose a single penny, we are not ready to face a single problem, we are not ready to take up a little pain - and we say we are the disciples of Jesus Christ.
Our churches are fighting everyday in the middle of the street, for nothing but 'power' and 'money'. In the name of jesus, we fight each other. It's really crusifying Jesus again and again. Jesus tought us a way of simple living and loving eache other without any barriers. We started building barrier and claiming that we are the true followers of Christ. We commersilised Christ for our own benefits. We sold his label of making money, building institutions, claiming fame, gaining power. But lookt at the face of Jesus from Nazereth.. He was not an emporar, not a King. He was an ordinary man, who lived with ordinary people. Worked hard and tought us work hard, earn living, and help others.
He taken all the pains, all the defeat, all the humiliations with out opening his mouth. This is the sign of divininty in him. Not that he had risen up after 3 days. He could have used the mob and fought against the rulers and priest of the country. But he did'nt, he accepted the defeat and humiliations. Easter is made for celebrations. For eating and drinking. Is it the only way for being happy. Can we get peace of mind though this worldy celebrations??