മരണം ഒരു വാതില്‍ പഴുതോ?

ഞാന്‍ പലപ്പോഴും ചിന്തിക്കാറുള്ളതാനു "എന്താനു മരണം?" സത്യം പരഞ്ഞാല്‍ എനിക്കു ഭയങ്കര മരണ ചിന്തയാണു പലപ്പൊഴും. ഒരു ചെറിയ വേദന പോലും എന്റെ സംസയം ഏതൊ വലിയ രോഗം അനെന്നാണു. ഇപ്പോള്‍ വയരിന്റെ ഒരു വശതു ഒരു ചെരിയ വേദന തൊന്നുന്നുണ്ടു. ഇതു കിഡ്ണി യുടെ വല്ല അസുഖം ആണൊ എന്നാനു എന്റെ സംശയം!!

ഇങ്ങനെ ഓരൊരൊ സംശയങ്ങല്‍ !! പക്ഷെ പുറമെ ഞാന്‍ ഒരു വല്യ വിശ്വസിയും യുക്തി വാദിയും ആനൂ?? സത്ത്യത്തില്‍ മരണത്തെ എനിക്കു വലിയ ഇഷ്ടമാണു. അതേ സമയം പേടിയും.

എന്താണീ മരണം?? ദൈവത്തിലേക്കുള്ള വഴിയോ?

എന്റെ ആദിയത്തെ മലയാളം ബ്ലൊഗ്ഗിംഗ്‌ അനുഭവം ...

ഞാന്‍ ഇന്നു മദുരൈ വരെ പൊകുകയനു.
ഇപ്പൊല്‍ നോര്‍ത്തില്‍ ട്ട്രയിന്‍ കാതു നില്‍കുന്നു. കുരചു നെരം ബ്ലൊഗ്‌ ചെയ്യമെന്നു കരുത്യ്‌. അപ്പൊല്‍ എവിടെ നല്ല തിരക്കുണ്ടു. എന്നല്‍ പിന്നെ ഫോണ്‍ ചെയ്യമെന്നു വിചരിച്ചു. അനീഷ്‌ കുട്ടനെ വിലിചു, പിന്നെ ജൈസ്യെ വിളിചു കുരെ നെരം സംസരിചു. അനീഷ്‌ കുട്ടന്‍ ഈ ഞയരഴ്ച വരും. ഷൊലെയുടെ കല്യം ആനല്ലൊ. ഒരു മാസം വീറ്റില്‍ ഉണ്ടകും. ഞനും ചിലപ്പൊ ഞയരാഴ്ച തിരികെ എത്തും. എങ്കില്‍ ഷോളിയുടെ പയ്യനെ കനാന്‍ ഒരുമിച്ചു പൊകമെന്നു പരഞ്ഞു.

Thank God, India lost the match

India is a poor country. We should not waste our energy,money,time and spirit for this fool's game -Cricket. I have seen many people watching TV for hours and hours for cricket. They don't take care of their studies or work. They are not concious about the society. Just sitting in front of TV watching this drama spends their whole day. It's really killing !! Only very very few countries play this game and the time spend on this is rediculous. Unlike Tennis, Hockey, Football ect.. this sport eats our whole day or more. The money spend on sponsership and advertising makes it charming for business tycoons. And also the gambiling lobby moves around this game and controlls it for big big bets.. A country like India or Bangladesh or Pakisthan should not waste their resources for this bloody game.

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Two soldiers ...... me alone.

Two soldiers are standing in front of me and all the battalion is with them. Who will be with me? After all I am not a warrier to fight against them, So let me loose this battles and they can take all what I am having ..... Let them be happy if they can.....

World cup Cricket and India

All of my friends are behind World cup cricket mania... What is there,this much to celebrate? Propogate? only few countries are participating and calling it World cup ??!! Cricket is a foolish game developed by British people to spend their lissure time. It's not for the poor countries like India, Pakisthan & Bangladesh. Let, Germans, Aussies, New Zealand people play this game. Not us. Wasting hours and hours of time for this is cruel and unforgivable. Take Football, Tennis, Hockey, Voley, Basket Ball ..... all takes 90 minuts or same. Cricket grabs the whole day or couple of days. Crores of people spend their valuable time watching this foolish game in TV. People in India, loose thier jobs, take leave, or with out sleeping through out the night watch TV and this bloody game.
It's a national wastage... of time, energy, money .......

Let us limit ourselves to minimum entertainments and Build our nation to a developed country by 2020 !!!

Our Family photo album [Flash back]

This is my family .........!!!

One more person is there. Our 'Manukuttan'... You can see him down here. He is our seet little kid... thakkudu kuttan.

Let me introduce this team first.

• From Left: 1) Mr.A F Poulose -My brother-in-law 2) Mrs.Jaisy Paul -My sister with Mr.Arvin & Ms.Arsha 3) My Dad -Mr.C P Varkey 4) My Lovely Mom -Mrs.Thankamma Varkey 5) Myself & Ajitha in wedding dress. 6) Ajitha's Mom -Mrs.Mary 7) Mr.Anto & Ms.Alina - kids of Anila & Chacko. 8) Mr.Chacko -Anila Chey's husband. 9) Ajitha's dad -Mr.Alexander [aka. Alex Mash -he is a music teacher] 10) Ms.Sholey -Younger sister of Ajitha [She is getting married by next month]. 11)Mr.Aneesh -Younger brother of Ajitha [He is working in Militry services and at present in West Bengal]. 12) Mrs.Anila -Elder sister of Ajitha [who got married to Mr.Chacko and settled in Thalayolaparambu]

Coming from different families, different autmosphere, different culture, different attitudes etc etc.. we joined together to lead a new life with all your blessing and God's grace.

Lover of nature.........

The main reason, which I don't want to shift myself to city or an aprtment is, I just can't imagine of being inside a concrete hut. I want to go out, spend time with nature, the trees, flowers, ...etc. Now I can walk around my coutyard ..... I don't want to miss it.

Our trip to Munnar -A flashback

It was a wonderful trip we had after marriage. Just 3 days in the thrilling chillness of Munnar. We took KTDC cab for moving around and we got two gentle ladies from Spain and Germany for a company. Ms.Mariam is a History teacher and Ms. Judith is a travel writter from Germany. Both were very matured and easiliy migled with us. They came from Delhi and met on their way to Cochin.


thanx for your comments..
sometimes,.. i am trying to define me for quite long time...and what is this world about?????
is it a myth or reality..

My friends are my biggest assets - Yes, I am a rich man in this world.

Today only I had gone through my friend's blogging pages. I really love my friends than anyone in this world. God has given me lots of good friends through whom I learned what is the meaning of this life.

Our life is to share what we have, to care for otheres and not to indulge in...

Its really nice.. Blogging is a great relief for many.

It brings out the inner feelings, creativity and imagination of many people.

Today one of my friend after seeing my orkut profile told me that he won't talk to me or chat with me. He want to cut me from his friends list. I know what provoked him. [jus go through my orkut profile] I simply replied to him:

'me too agree with you "only jesus our lord can save us" why you want to keep yourself away from me? jesus told love your enemy as i loved you.. becouse love is god. right??'

MISSING KAVI THE GR8.....

St.Francis Assisi catholic Church - Amballoor, This is my parish

The village name 'Amballoor' can be found in so many places. In my knowledge there are 3 places in this name. I am talking about Abmalloor in Ernakulam Dist. in Ernakulam -Kottayam bus route. It's a small village, basically agriculture is the main job.

Amballoor church is situated in a small hill, which is about 30 ft. hight and very adjucent to main road and bus stop.

Kunjunni Nair's Cafe' [Vegetarian restaurant] in Tripunithura

Thripunithura is a small town, it's a temple town. Blessed by Sripoornathrayeesan Temple in the heart of the town, Tripunithura is famous for it's old palaces and fortgates. The vegetarians cafes are also famous in this place. The Bramins, Mammy's Cafe, Uduppi near Statue, Annaporna, Sampoorna etc.. etc.. Yesterday I had dosa and tea from Kunjunni Nair's cafe in North Fort Gate. It's quite famous place by a small, cozy hotel. Especially old generation people are very much keen about this place. The food is so delicious and cost wise very economical.

Those who visit or pass through Tripunithura town don't miss this place!!

Manushyasnehi Magazine & Fr.Bobby Jose Kattikad

How the magazine 'Manushyasnehi' came to my life? It's a dramatic story. Few years back, when I was just coming out of DC Books, I found a copy of 'Manushyasnehi' on the table of cash counter. The front cover page cought my attention as it was attractive. While going through the pages I found an article by Guru Nithya Chaithanya Yati. Guru Nuthya is my favoutie person and I am a great fan of his writtings. I noted down the address and started subscribing. This has become a starting of new relation with Bobby Achan as I got inspired by his writings in Manushyasnehi. Later I bought his book, 'Hridayavayal', 'Sanchariyude Daivam' etc.. and got addicted to his writtings. In Manushyasnehi we can find articles of different personalities. What made me inetersting is articles by Balachandran Chullikad, Guru Nithya Chaithanya Yati, M T Vasudevan Nair, T Padmanabhan etc.. regularly used to appear here.
Though it is a spiritual magazine promoted by religious organisation it stands beyond boundaries of caste and creed. The views are open and genuine and reflects the true meaning of magazines title. It contains lots of Love and affection. It's worth reading and keeping for referance.